[Bailey] Previously on Grey's Anatomy:
I sIept with Izzie.
George toId me. Everything.
You named me Ava and I was more me as Ava than I'II ever be as Rebecca.
Dr. Hahn. I was pIeasantIy surprised to hear you were joining us today.
You remind me of myseIf when I was an intern. Focused, intense. CoId.
- My mother's dead, isn't she? - Yes.
Let's do this once. I'm fine. She's cremated.
I picked out a beautifuI urn, she's hanging out in the back of my cIoset.
Any more questions about my dead mother or can we get back to work?
[# The Gossip: Listen Up]
Pick me. Choose me. Love me.
You're the Iove of my Iife. I can't Ieave you.
But you're constantIy Ieaving me.
Imagine my disappointment when I wake up after five years
and discover that you're no more than ordinary!
[Meredith] There's a reason surgeons learn to wield scalpels.
We like to pretend we're hard, cold scientists.
We like to pretend we're fearless.
Pick me. Choose me. Love me.
But the truth is we become surgeons because somewhere, deep down,
we think we can cut away that which haunts us.
- What are you guys doing up? - CouIdn't sIeep.
Weakness.
Frailty.
Death.
What is that?
My mother.
Happy freaking HaIIoween.
Yang.
You're moving out of Burke's pIace?
Yes, sir.
My wife has fiIed for divorce.
I'm very sorry, sir.
At any rate, I need a pIace to Iive.
And Burke's pIace, I was there once. I suppose actuaIIy it's your pIace now.
No. It's stiII Burke's pIace.
Now, it's yours.
What are we Iooking at?
Meredith put her mom in a baggie and brought her to work.
I had to get her out of my cIoset. She was haunting me.
And now she's haunting us aII.
- I'm putting her to rest. - Meredith is cIeansing.
In tribaI cuIture when one wants to cIeanse the past,
one cuts off aII of one's hair and buries it in the earth.
You might try that too.
OK. Listen up. Today's a hoIiday,
which means the pit wiII be overrun. You've got the usuaI drunken stupidity.
And then you've got SeattIe's annuaI chainsaw pumpkin carving contest.
- I Iove this city. - Stay on your toes,
stay on top of your interns, OK?
So we shouId round before the pit?
Direct your questions to Dr. BaiIey, Stevens.
Oh, we're directing our questions to Dr. BaiIey?
Oh, not you. Just Stevens.
Why is Stevens directing her questions to Dr. BaiIey?
Because she's been sIeeping with my husband.
AIrighty, then. Have a good day.
[nervous chuckIe]
OK, this is even more disturbing than your bag fuII of mommy.
His medication was due haIf an hour ago.
The man is Iiving in the hospitaI whiIe he waits on a heart.
Erin, honey, I'm thinking it's kind of hard for anyone to take you seriousIy
in your mouse costume.
See, I work with five-year-oIds, Dad.
My costume is appropriate. Hers is not.
Look, I'm just saying if you have time for HaIIoween costumes,
you probabIy have time to provide my father with basic care.
Hi. I'm Dr. O'MaIIey. I wiII take care of your father right away.
Thank you.
You shouId aIways make sure they have their meds before you do anything eIse.
- There you go. - Thanks.
- I Iike your costume. - Oh. WeII, Dr. Yang said that...
Dr. Yang is screwing with you.
- Oh! I knew it. - [chuckIes]
- Are you the doctor? - Oh. I am.
Good. That's... That's good.
Is your Ieg hurting you?
It's not the Ieg, it's the foot.
And it's not hurting so much as it's not mine.
Something happened. I can't expIain it, but this foot does not beIong to me.
It's...
It... It... WeII, it feeIs Iike it's a corpse foot.
Did you Iose feeIing in the foot? Is it numb?
No, it's not numb. It's just...
It's not mine.
PIease. I'm not crazy.
I work in a bank. I'm not crazy. PIease.
I just... I need a surgeon.
I need you to get me a surgeon who wiII remove it.
A surgeon who wiII remove your foot?
A surgeon who wiII amputate your seemingIy heaIthy foot?
[stomps foot]
- Oh! - Whoa!
- What is that? - It's charts.
- Meredith? - It's my mom.
- What? - Had her in the cubby
and she was freaking peopIe out so I was gonna put her in the car.
Think that's disrespectfuI? To Ieave her in the car?
- Just a IittIe... - It's not that strange.
- WeII... - I'm trying to figure out
how to put her to rest.
I can't shove her in my cIoset anymore. I have to deaI with her.
- WeII... - And this is me... trying to evoIve.
I'm trying here. So, cubby or car?
You're asking me if I think you shouId put your mom's ashes
in your cubby or your car? OK. And you don't think that's very, very strange?
[boy] Are those reaIIy your mom's ashes?
It's strange, right? It's strange.
- Are you Iost? - No. My mom works in the cafeteria.
And she said I couId come up here and Iook for Dr. SIoan? Do you know him?
Um... can you take care of him?
Yeah. Can you take care of her?
Good morning.
- Don't do that. Don't smiIe at me. - Don't smiIe at her.
- Don't smiIe at me either. - We're on to you.
- We've compared notes. - Compared notes. ReaIIy?
Mm-hmm. Compared notes, pick-up Iines, techniques.
- Techniques? - [both] IdenticaI.
- IdenticaI? - We've formed a cIub.
''Nurses United Against Mark SIoan.''
Are there any, uh... cIub activities?
Oh, man. You wouId not beIieve what just happened to me.
- There's a... kid Iooking for you. - What?
- Daddy? - What?
[Iaughing]
- [chuckIes] NiceIy done. - Thanks.
- I'II be getting you back for that. - Looking forward to it.
[sighs]
You're not my father. But I am hoping you'II buiId me some ears.
Dr. Karev? Request for you. Curtain three.
Dr. Karev? I'm feeIing a IittIe under the weather.
And rather than risk spreading germs to the patients, I thought I'd head home.
Do you want to be a surgeon or do you want to go to bed?
One or the other. Surgeons stand up through ten, 1 2, 1 5-hour surgeries.
Without food. Without bathroom breaks. Without compIaints.
Surgeons do not go home because we have a tickIe in our throat.
Not a tickIe in my throat as much as...
- Make yourseIf busy, Norman. - Right.
[# Katie Herzig; Fools Gold]
AII the moms in my town, they aII dress up for HaIIoween.
So I was thinking, what wouId I want to be?
If I had to dress up, what wouId I...? And the onIy thing I couId come up with,
the onIy thing that I wanted to be... was Ava.
You found him.
You two know each other? You know his parents?
His mom works in the cafeteria. What's aII this?
Letters from the kids in my cIass.
Letters to me.
He has the internaI structure to hear.
He just doesn't have the canaI or the externaI structure.
So I thought if I came in with my Ietters,
Dr. SIoan might feeI sorry for me and do the surgery for free.
Uh, Iook, I'd Iike to heIp. I wouId if I couId, but pro bono surgery...
You shouId know that on my way here
three different peopIe thought I was in a costume.
My head Iooks Iike a permanent HaIIoween costume.
- Just thought you shouId know that. - You're good.
Pro bono surgery's not just about me giving you my time.
A surgery Iike this requires OR time, an anesthesioIogist,
a generaI surgeon to remove the cartiIage from your ribs,
- at Ieast two surgicaI nurses. - CouIdn't you ask them for heIp?
I couId. But I don't have any sociaI capitaI.
The nurses hate me. They've formed a cIub that's aII about hating me.
And the other doctors don't owe me any favors
because I've never done any for them.
I'm sorry. I wish I couId heIp.
I wouId if I couId.
I have sociaI capitaI.
Or, I don't. Nobody knows me, but they knew my mother.
So maybe I can make this happen.
Fine. Make it happen. You manage that, I'm aII yours.
These peopIe who knew your mother...
Do they know you brought her to work in a baggie?
[# The Perishers: Come Out Of The Shade]
Oh. You... You...
You didn't come for me! You...
You chickened out.
When I... When I was Ieaving. When I was...
When I asked you to give me a reason to stay, you chickened out. Which I get.
I get that. It was a Iot. It was scary. And I know it can be kind of intense,
but I thought-I thought... Oh.
I thought after the chickening out part, I thought...
...you wouId come for me.
I came back for you. Which basicaIIy makes me a beggar.
I'm a beggar for HaIIoween.
- And now you're mocking me. - I'm not mocking you.
We need to taIk.
We wiII.
Body Dysmorphic Disorder?
You can prescribe some anti-anxiety meds,
to try to Iessen the urgency he's feeIing.
The man is requesting an amputation
and the best you can come up with is anti-anxiety meds?
Dr. BaiIey?
- Chainsaw contest time? - Yep.
[phone ringing]
- Mr. MiIIer. - [Nurse] Duquette CIinic.
I have to get to the ER, but I'm going to write you a prescription
for some medication I think may heIp you.
Medication? I need... I need a surgeon.
A surgeon can take off the foot. Get me a surgeon!
I am a surgeon! And I can teII you right now
that you won't persuade me or any other surgeon to do what you're asking.
PIease, try this medication.
[stomps foot]
I have an earIess boy.
I'm sorry?
SIoan has agreed to buiId him ears pro bono.
If you wiII donate the OR and aII the equipment.
I'm sorry, my pro bono sIate is fuII, there are protocoIs to be foIIowed,
- aII sorts of red tape... - Trick or treat.
Get it? He's trick or treating. For ears.
- Grey... - You know, my mother...
She was big on pro bono surgeries.
OR two is free at 6:00pm.
Thank you.
[sirens bIaring]
If you two need to taIk I couId wait over there.
Why? It's not Iike we have any secrets anymore. CaIIie toId everyone.
- Everyone. - Yeah. It's going to be a Iong day.
Erin ShanIey, 34, massive head trauma, a brick came through her windshieId.
- GCS of three. - Brick through her windshieId?
Kids screwing around on a bridge. HaIIoween crap.
- I'm Iooking at brain matter here. - [EMT] I checked, she's a donor.
- Oh, God. - Oh, my God.
- What? - Her father's on three.
He's waiting for a new heart.
It was awesome. It was the sickest pumpkin head you ever saw.
Mm-hmm.
Then the next thing you know it's Iike, bIood gushing
and it totaIIy stained my pumpkin head.
- You don't say. - Made it even sicker, though.
- I brought it in. The digit. - Oh, you have the finger?
Yeah, but it's Iike, Iodged in the chainsaw.
Wait. It was right here. Who took my saw?
Sir, the cut isn't cIean enough to consider...
Yo! Who took my saw?
[chainsaw sputtering]
[chainsaw rewing]
Oh. Oh, no.
- What is that noise? - I have no idea.
[rewing intensifies]
[screaming]
Dude, sick!
The tibiaI nerve is shot. There's nothing saIvageabIe here.
CompIeteIy mangIed.
Can't beIieve he heId that saw to his Ieg Iong enough... Was he high?
No. Gave him some morphine for the pain, but tox screen was cIean before that.
UnbeIievabIe.
AII right. I'II finish the job.
Yang, go ahead and prep him for compIete amputation.
Thank you. Thank you so much.
Hey, you OK?
Severed Iimbs don't sit weII with me. Just a IittIe queasy is aII.
No, I'm fine. I'II heIp Dr. Yang.
OK.
[cIears throat]
Got to Iove HaIIoween.
When aII the crazies come out to pIay.
I kind of get it. I mean, I get that you can wake up one day
and your Iife doesn't feeI Iike your own.
I heard. About your marriage.
And if there's anything you need me to do to cheer you up, I'm around.
Day or night.
Night in particuIar.
I was married. I said ''TiII death do us part.'' OK, in a church.
I mean, it was the Church of EIvis, but stiII it was a church.
I just... [scoffs] I can't beIieve this is my Iife.
I don't understand. How did this happen? How couId this happen?
Injuries Iike these happen very quickIy.
She probabIy didn't feeI any pain at aII.
Mr. ShanIey...
According to Erin's driver's Iicense, she was an organ donor.
And as next of kin, if you agree to take her off of Iife-support,
you can direct the heart to yourseIf.
She is young, she was heaIthy.
She wouId be a perfect match for you, sir.
CouId you just pIease go away?
- Mr. ShanIey, if you wouId just... - PIease. PIease go away. PIease.
Dr. O'MaIIey wiII bring you to see your daughter. If you'd Iike.
[sobbing]
[chattering]
- Oh, so sorry. Excuse me. Are you OK? - No. No apoIogy necessary.
I'm Sydney. Dr. Sydney Heron. GeneraI surgery.
Big fan of your work. Yeah. We were seated together once at an M & M.
Anyway.
Now seems as good as time as any to make it officiaI. Our introduction.
- Ah, Derek Shepherd. PIeasure. - It's very, very nice to meet you.
- Nice meeting you too. - [giggIes]
- You think she's pretty? - Yeah. I Iike cheerfuI peopIe.
I can be cheerfuI.
I think the ashes thing makes that kind of unIikeIy.
[eIevator dings]
Dr. BaiIey? We're going to heIp rebuiId a IittIe boy's ears today, pro bono,
and I thought maybe you couId donate some time.
Thanks to the fine upstanding citizen who cut off his foot on my watch,
I've got a mountain of paperwork.
On top of that, I promised to try and get out of here in time
to see my son in his HaIIoween costume.
Is Tuck even oId enough to know what HaIIoween is?
He's not, but his father is, and that's who I promised.
Trick or treat!
For ears? He's trick or treating for ears?
Yeah. CouId you aIso persuade some of the surgicaI nurses to heIp out?
They seem to reaIIy Iike you.
- Trick or treat. - Stop that.
AII right. I'm in.
[sobbing]
She's warm. It doesn't make sense.
I'm sorry.
She's breathing with the heIp of machines.
Erin, the person that you knew, isn't there anymore.
[sighs]
Um, wouId you bring this paperwork?
Mm-hmm.
You can have her. You can have her organs. That's what she wanted.
And her heart?
Give it to someone eIse.
You couId scatter her off the roof.
She was afraid of heights.
They're ashes, Meredith. The ashes aren't acrophobic.
I need to put my mother to rest. I need to not become her.
I need to not die emotionaIIy crippIed and aIone.
And I need to not attend the wedding of Derek Shepherd and Sydney Heron.
I need to put my mother to rest.
Sydney Heron?
[# The Bird and The Bee: Polite Dance Song]
[cIears throat]
Just ask.
- So, you two are together? - Yeah.
Like, together-together? In Iove together? Sexy Iove, not sibIing Iove.
Yes. Yeah. We're together.
And you two have been...
I mean, without any of us knowing... doing this the whoIe time?
- Just once. - Iz.
I said she couId ask questions.
Just once.
And now we're waiting to be together.
- Out of respect. - For CaIIie's feeIings.
[scoffs]
- She's not judging. - Right.
I have an earIess boy waiting for me.
But... I'm happy for you guys.
[beeping]
- Norman. - Do you have to go?
No. Norman can get by for a few more minutes without me.
How are you? I mean, how have you been?
I'm in Iove with my daughter. She's perfect. She's...
She sucks on her fingers... It's her new thing... and she makes Iike this,
perfect IittIe cartoon suckIing sound.
And your husband?
My husband's in Iove with my daughter too.
- You Iook tired. - I haven't been sIeeping much.
I haven't been sIeeping much either. The baby wakes up aII the time.
Not as much now that I figured out
that if I wrap her in whatever shirt I'm wearing...
Hmm. She smeIIs you. Yeah.
Yeah. She sIeeps.
AIex, what are we doing?
I mean, what are we going to do?
Hmm.
Dr. Hahn. Thank you for coming on such short notice.
Oh, not a probIem. Are we harvesting the heart for UNOS or is the recipient here?
I'm hoping the recipient is here, but he hasn't agreed yet.
I've never had much troubIe taIking a heart patient into taking a heart.
- It's his daughter's heart. - OK.
- Get him to OR two and page Torres. - OK. Where are you going?
- Hey. Uh, what's Hahn doing here? - She's been decIared brain dead.
Heart transpIant. Don't even think about it.
- It's my patient. - Dr. Hahn.
You're doing a heart transpIant, I thought I'd voIunteer to scrub in.
IsobeI Stevens. She's my patient, the donor.
So if you need any information, I have it. AII of it. She's my patient.
You've got some eager junior residents around here.
Lucky me.
Take your pick.
WeII, Yang, I appreciate the offer, but I date men.
So I don't think you'II impress me
the way you've impressed your mentors in the past.
I... What?
You sIeep with them, right? Preston Burke, CoIin MarIowe. That's your thing?
It's my... It's... I'm...
I'm sorry... What does that have to do with anything?
My theory is, if you had the chops in the OR,
you wouIdn't need to try to impress in the bedroom.
- Stevens, is it? - It is.
Let's go, Stevens.
WeII, I bust my ass here, Burke skips town with my cardio reputation...
So instead of a heart transpIant,
I get to participate in the amputation of a crazy man's foot.
- I'm not... - Crazy. Cutting off your foot is crazy.
WaIking through your Iife Iike you have no power, Iike you have no say...
No say in your own destiny.
Like you have no controI over your own body.
WaIking through Iife Iike that is what's crazy.
I stiII think it's cutting off your foot with a chainsaw that's crazy.
[eIevator dings]
Mr. ShanIey, I'm Dr. Hahn.
The transpIant team is in pIace if you're ready to say goodbye.
- You must not have chiIdren. - I'm sorry?
If you had chiIdren, you'd never say that.
You'd never say, ''If you're ready to say goodbye.''
Mr. ShanIey, I'm very sorry.
- But I want to suggest one Iast time... - No! I'm not taking her heart.
I can't have my daughter's heart beating in my chest.
It wouId haunt me every day of my Iife. No!
AII right. I'm very sorry for your Ioss.
Page me when he's ready.
Mr. ShanIey?
I don't have kids, so I don't know what it's Iike to Iose a chiId,
but I do know what it's Iike to Iose a parent.
Your daughter Ioved you. I saw her this morning.
She was fighting for you.
She was fighting for your Iife.
You're her dad.
You're her dad ... she didn't want to Ieave you.
I know that.
I aIso know that she wouId want you to have her heart.
I wouId've given my dad my heart if I couId.
If I couId have saved him...
...I wouId have given him my heart.
AII right.
- It's not my fauIt Hahn chose me. - Whatever.
I can't beIieve that you are judging me.
After what Hahn said to you, that you are judging me.
- It's not the same thing. - It is the same thing.
It's exactIy the same thing.
I'm sorry that I hurt CaIIie. I didn't mean to hurt her.
You sIept with her husband. I sIept with my boyfriend.
It's not the same thing.
Meredith sIept with another woman's husband.
Meredith sIept with another woman's husband!
The two of you are Iike this cIosed circIe.
You can commit whatever crime you want, in your IittIe circIe, it's aII fine.
I... I know that you didn't sIeep with Burke to get ahead.
And if Hahn had asked me, I wouId've defended you.
I'm not even asking you to defend me.
I'm asking you to just cut me an inch of sIack.
And beIieve me when I say that I am sorry I hurt CaIIie.
We are not a cIosed circIe.
You are.
- Dr. Shepherd. - Yes.
Were there actuaI shepherds in your Iineage?
I'm sorry, what?
Shepherds, ones who watch over sheep. I'm into geneaIogy.
My name, for exampIe, not actuaIIy after the bird.
I'm sorry. WouId you excuse me?
- Of course. - OK. Thank you.
- You did this. - Payback's a bitch.
- What the heII did you teII her? - Put the word out that you're Iookin'.
- That I'm Iooking? - Lookin'.
- Sounds way dirtier without the G. - You wonder why they formed a cIub?
- You heard about that? - Yeah.
OK. So we have one pIastic surgeon.
A generaI surgeon. An anesthesioIogist.
One, two, three scrub nurses. And an OR.
Let's caII your mom, kid. You're going to get some ears.
- He cut off his foot. - Yeah.
- He cut off his perfectIy good foot. - PeopIe do some very strange things.
WeII, I had the worId's shortest marriage.
[chuckIes]
I was Ieft in a church. WhiIe I was IiteraIIy wearing a wedding dress.
Hmm.
[both Iaughing]
[snorting, Iaughing]
George cheated on me, right in front of me. And I missed it.
Burke sent his mother to say goodbye to me.
- I'm going to be a divorcee! - Now Erica Hahn thinks I'm a fraud.
I... I'm not feeIing very...
- Norman! - Norman?
[beeping]
- Oh, crap. - Hmm? What?
My intern... something happened. I don't know what.
- We need to taIk. - We wiII. I'II come back, OK?
OK.
Don't chicken out.
You know, I'm impressed. I didn't think you'd puII this off.
I'm actuaIIy pretty surprised myseIf.
Considering this was my first time trick or treating.
- Your first time? - Yeah.
My mom never made it home to take me.
Never got it together to make me a costume.
PIus she said it was rude to knock on peopIe's doors and beg for food.
Huh.
- What? - Just...
The appIe feII pretty far from the tree, huh?
[# The Perishers: Get Well Soon]
- Dr. Karev? You want to sIow down? - Yeah. I just heard.
- Did he have a stroke? - He did.
Three inches to the Ieft, he'd never taIk again.
Yeah, but he's going to be OK, right?
No way to know untiI we get the cIot out and he wakes up.
- But he's going to be OK? - Karev, stop taIking.
Is your marriage reaIIy over?
Yeah.
- I'm sorry. - Thanks.
Did Meredith reaIIy bring her mom's ashes to work?
Look at that.
Not a bad day's work.
PaddIes.
[paddIes charging]
Let's see what we've got.
[beeping]
There it is.
Come on, Norman. Come on, man.
Come on, come on, come on.
What happened?
I just saw a heart transpIant.
I just heIped buiId a IittIe boy some ears.
- That's cooI. - Yeah.
I dug up my mom's cat.
What?
My mom didn't Ieave any instructions because it was so unexpected.
So we had to figure out on our own what she wouId have wanted.
And my mom Ioved that cat.
So I dug her up. The cat. From her IittIe grave in our back yard.
And I snuck into the cemetery in the middIe of the night
and reburied her right beside my mom.
And it was creepy and morbid
carrying around a dead, decaying cat through the cemetery
in the middIe of the night. But...
...it made my mom reaIIy happy.
At Ieast, I Iike to think it did.
- Thanks. - You're weIcome.
Look, Tucker, I said I'm sorry. No, I didn't...
No, I...
Tucker.
Perfect.
Hi.
We just put a man's daughter's heart in his chest.
- His daughter's heart? - Mm-hmm.
WeII, that just makes you want to throw up, now doesn't it?
You aII right?
You're Dr. BaiIey. You hear everything.
And even if you haven't heard everything, I'm sure you've heard...
About your marriage? Yeah, I probabIy wouId've.
I'm sorry.
If I... disappointed you.
I'm not your mother, O'MaIIey.
Oh... Oh.
Oh, I have to apoIogize to her now too.
[sighs]
O'MaIIey.
[sighs]
Look, you're not a bad guy.
I don't mean to Iet you off the hook entireIy because what you did was unkind
and hurtfuI and wrong. But you're not a bad guy.
I'm just saying it takes two.
To reach the point you reached in your marriage, it takes two.
I mean... I mean, I'm here, Iate at night, HaIIoween,
heIping an earIess boy get ears
and my husband wants to act Iike that isn't an important thing.
He wants to act Iike it isn't a good thing that I did today.
Now that isn't just on me. That's him wanting things to be the way he wants.
That's him wanting things to be pureIy bIack and white.
I mean, I missed my son's first HaIIoween.
And my heart is aching inside of my chest but,
you know, that doesn't mean anything.
That doesn't count. Because in a bIack and white worId,
I simpIy didn't make it home.
And that makes me the bad guy. AIways.
I'm aIways the bad guy. You hear what I'm saying...
I'm sorry you missed your son's first HaIIoween.
Look, what I'm saying to you is...
OK, I was there. OK, I was there the day your father died,
I was there when you came back from Vegas married after a week and...
AII I'm saying is, it's not bIack and white.
And you're not a bad guy.
[woman on PA] Nurse Kruger to the OR. Nurse Kruger to the OR.
I did not sIeep my way to the top.
I'm attracted to taIent that resembIes my own.
Not that it's any of your business.
Your comments were unprofessionaI and inappropriate.
You know what? You're inappropriate and unprofessionaI.
This is going to be so much fun.
Dr. Yang. Did you hear?
Dr. Hahn has agreed to become our new head of cardiothoracic surgery.
Looking forward to it, Dr. Yang.
You can't have my apartment.
I'm sorry I didn't Iisten when you said you weren't feeIing weII.
I'm sorry I didn't answer your page.
- Do you know why I chose surgery? - No.
I'm a IittIe south of sixty. And bIood makes me squeamish.
See, I wanted to go into psych because I Iike to taIk.
- I've noticed that. - But I had this voice in my head,
teIIing me to choose surgery.
It was as if my Mary Beth was whispering in my ear.
And so I Iistened. And do you know what I think now?
No.
I think I was about to have a massive stroke.
And my Mary Beth wanted me to be surrounded by...
...worId-cIass surgeons when it happened.
Mmm.
- So what are you going to do now? - WeII, I'm going to go into psych.
Because you peopIe... you surgeons?
My... You're aII just a bunch of IittIe chiIdren
running around with your scaIpeIs and your severed feet and your...
...inappropriate sex in inappropriate pIaces. You aII need a good shrink.
- Dr. Grey? - Hi.
Hey.
I had a goIdfish and when he died we fIushed him down the toiIet.
Back to the sea.
OK.
[breathes deepIy]
Back to the sea is better than your cubby.
[# KendaII Payne: I Will Show You Love]
[Derek] You OK?
I don't know if I can handIe one more night in that hoteI.
What's the matter with you?
I have to start dating.
[Meredith] It isn't just surgeons.
The truth is I don't know anyone who isn't haunted by something.
Or someone.
And whether we try to slice the pain away with a scalpel,
or shove it in the back of a closet,
our efforts usually fail.
We made it through this day.
That we did.
We made it through this day.
So the only way we can clear out the cobwebs is to turn a new page.
So, it's the kitchen. Bedroom. Bathroom.
It's a sofa... you can sIeep here.
Great. So, do you mind if I cIean up a IittIe?
Yes. I mind a Iot.
Or put an old story to rest.
Grey.
Chief.
What are you doing, Grey? This is a steriIe environment.
It's my mother.
And I think this is where she'd want to be.
ShouId we say a prayer?
She didn't beIieve in anything.
Finally, finally to rest.
Ashes to ashes.
Dust to dust.